~kappou

I haven't submitted my work for about couple months. But I realize I've got visiters during those days. I'm sorry about that. And thank you for visiting here.

I read many journals about ANIME NORTH. There are such events in Japan also, but I really interested in ANIME NORTH. I wish I can visit there someday.

I'm aiming to be a school teacher now and need to stury hard. I wish I can be an English teacher, though I've graduated from Art university and graduate school. After my graduation, I couldn't get some job concerning art or design.
I was forced to find other job and found a job concerning Enlish (I just decided to foget about my English skill ).

But I still have a wish to make something. To draw something.
It's hard to feed someone only by creating something here in Japan but if I can balance my job and my creation, it's possible.

A lot of my friends are finding their own ways to keep in touch creation now. I think we became a little bit old and start preparing slowly to our ends.

This is my web site. When you interested in above comic, please visit.

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I finally subscribed deviantART. Many features were added, I'm a little bit confused. First, there is a blank which says "header" of the journal. Now I'm filling the "header". I don't know what is this going to be represented on my top page.

Now I moved to a "body" part. Many people contain icons in their journal. I don't know how to do it.

Now I came to the "footer" part. What shall I write. Ah, yesterday, I saw a TV program named Italian conversation. I learned one sentence. Un vino rosso per favore? I just wanted to use this. Un vino rosso per favore? Sounds piquant.

Today I added ID card to my page. I wonder why preview images in my page are so tiny. It's because I haven't done any subscription? Umm..maybe I need to consider it.

I definitely don't know why but after I finished something extremely hectic, I feel tremendously lonely. Many things start making me realize that I've been asolated. I need to care other persons' feelings anyway and kill my uneasiness quite sometimes just for being with somebody. But in this time, people start concentrating on each matter and forget me. To have balance them may be important, but it has been always difficult.

I need to finish essay by the end of this week. I need to write 2000 words but I only wrote 600 and I've already used most of the materials which I prepared already. What am I supposed to do.

Now I'm writing about the way to swich identities to express feelings freely.
There is an old literature which was wrote by Tsurayuki Kino who is Japanese and was already dead long long time ago. He was the director of some part of Japan and need to be masculine person. But he lost his lovely daughter and wanted to write his sad feelings.
The way he chose is interesting. The essay named "Tosanikki" it means Tosa (the part of Japan and he was the director of this area) diary. It starts like this.

"Man wrote something called diary. Even though I'm a woman, I'll try some."

He pretended himself as a woman in this essay and expressed his feelings there.